From the bottom of my broken heart (yes that’s Britney Spears)


I haven’t blogged in a few weeks… and I’ve been pretty busy, but not busy enough to put off as many things that I have. I’m dealing with quite a few things spiritually and such. I have quite a few different journals for classes, and it’s stressing me out thinking about how much I am going to have to write about my spiritual life the next few months. For one class I have to write out my spiritual plan for the semester–how I plan to develop over the semester and such. My plan is to deal with the spiritual warfare inside of me. I have been fighting the devil in many parts of my life, and although my relationship with God is good, I’m still struggling. It’s kinda like we’ve been married for so long, that our relationship has lost its luster. I want to be passionate again about my relationship with Him. So over the next few weeks, I will make sure to post what I’m doing and what not on here :)

Here’s my rant of the…life. haha. Over the past year I have been dealing with a particular friendship. The friendship has caused me a lot of heartache. I have tried to mend it on more than one occasion, and the person has not tried at all. She claims that she has, but I even called her and told her I want to talk to her, and she just texted me. I waited a few months to give her time to get her act together, and guess what? No call. So today I have decided… I am moving on in my life. I gave her a chance, many chances. I feel like I’m throwing away 7 years of friendship, but you know what? If in 7 years, I’m still treated the same way I was treated in the beginning, what have I lost? What have I gained? What is different? I guess what I am saying is, i am doneeeeee. and honestly, it sucks and I’m sad. But it’s time for me to move on and quit trippin off these haters. haha

Anyway, I don’t really know what to say now… I guess I’m going to share a passage that I have read, taught, etc for many many years but just recently fell in love again with.

Ephesians 6:10-18: The Armor of God

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.



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